Been doing a lot of reflection lately, about the past and about where I want to go. Feel glad that finally I guess I'm with all the worst things that happened on me and I atarted to pick up my life and start to think when do I wanna go next?
Recently, feel so bored about my job, hate the company's lack of direction, dumb mangement and worst thing is I dun feel they treasured what I have been doing. Maybe it's time to move on, just like everything else in your life, either you wanna stay/you get stuck/you move on! Okay, 4 years in here, enough to tell if I like it or not, and my answer is pretty obvious.
My birthday is coming and this reminds me about age gain again. Honestly when I look back, I think this is the best moment in my life (not too old) and I know what kind of life I want and try to live with it, have money to spend on things I like, but sadly my mum dun agree with that. the amount of pressure she gives me really make me wonder "should i just find a random guy to get marry in order not to upset her?" .....of course this is jsut a very silly thought. But I guess this pressure will be bigger and bigger day by day!
Can I live gracefully even I am single? why not?
